On Friday, I quit taking Strattera. Cold turkey. I was on 60 mg, day 13 of the starter pack, and I stopped.
It was making me irritable. Turned me into an insomniac. Seemed to be heightening my negative emotions. My ADD? Worse. I would try reading and my eyes would jump around. As I enter data all day at my job, and we're going through major layoffs, I can't be any less than perfect right now.
Today I had a panic attack at my job. Sitting in my cubicle, feeling helpless because I despise my job so much, my mind traveling at 100 MPH, the negative emotions took over. I freaked out. I had to take a valium, which helps immensely, but after a few hours make me exhausted.
I'm seeing my doctor Friday. I know I did a bad thing by just stopping, but really, you know your brain more than a doctor does. If I'm having panic attacks, how the hell am I ever going to successfully do another ADHD drug?
I feel completely lost.
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