I want to keep in touch with you. Life has been waaay too busy. Went to Buffalo to get MIL into an assisted living. It was not easy. Between her and my Dad I have barely had time for my hubby and kids. My head is spinning. I don't want to lose track. Are you still on schedule with surgery? How is everything in general? I will try to make a Mon or Thurs chat here, I will try Mon. Thurs I go back to Buffalo for the big move in. Hopefully after that things will calm down a bit.
Miss you. Hope things are well.
I had to rejoin here because I couldn't get into my old account - probably because the change in my email since I got hacked.
Missed the chat last night....worn out from box sorting. Just wanted to say hi and hope you are doing well. Had Dr appts today and shopping in a town an hour away. Tomorrow is another work at the farm day. Less than aa month and life will be so much simpler. Take care. Blessings. Judith
Thank you for the friend request. I was wondering if there was a way to connect outside of the chat room. I am doing okay except for being tired all of the time. I spent all day Monday working with boxes of multiple dirty steel pieces from the shed floor....sorting them into dozens of different bins. Tues and Wed were town days sorting boxes...some from almost thirty years ago. What makes it particularly difficult, is that I discovered a major leak about two months ago which had filled dozens of boxes and bins from my storage area in the baement so had to throw out a dumpster full of keepsakes and I am still coming across ruined and moldy items every day. My other challenge is exploring food sensitivies especially dairy, gluten, and soy. I seem to react quite severely, especially gastro like, when I consume any foods with these foods in them. soy is the very worse. I have allergy test scheduled next tuesday but don't think that will tell me anything because I don't believe I am allergic just intolerant. I just have to be very careful what I eat. so much for me. Please write and tell me your story. You have been so kind to listen to me and I want to know you better. Have a great day. Judith
Thank you so much for your kind compliment!!! I am not a "blogger" per se, but I am a writer, and I am know to share copious opinions on sites like this and fb...
Whenever I set myself up with a regular task, like a blog, I freeze & don't do it. Plus, there would be all this research time to learn how... and I don't have the patience for that - I just want someone to show me how & I can take it from there... except that I wouldn't keep up with it...
I'm sure you understand!!!! ;-)
Accck and I really have to go... I just realized I have 20 min to get dressed, wash my hair, do my makeup, pack my stuff & get to an appt at 11.
He was all broken up and crying and then said quietly that he had to go away for awhile. I said why? For how long. He said, well for however long your gone for when you land up killing somebody. I'm being blamed for something I didn't do!! I didn't do it.
The RV was my property. I'm responsible for it because it was on my property. It slid off the property and down the cliff killing somebody. I'm not to blame!
Then I said, How long are you going away? He said for however long it takes 20 years? Jail. Whatever the judge says. I said, I can't do this. He said your going to have to. Then the dream ended.
We aren't getting a divorce. But if Jesus came from heaven and walked 30 years and in 3 years of ministry died. That was his purpose for his life on earth. Does that mean it's going to take us that long to work things out too.
And then my hubby dies? Or lives. Or I die or I live?
I know this is just a dream but I also know it meant I had to have a separation for awhile.
Maybe you see something here I don't. Care to comment?
Hi Marr. Here's a dream I had. I think when I asked God to show it to me he showed me the reality of it so I could understand our separation.
I was a bystander observing this dream, then I was in it.
ME hubby and kids were living in an unfamiliar house in this dream. Hubby was talking to a chap about a Silver tinfoil type RV with nail holes all over with dints in it. Like a wooden toy covered with tinfoil. The bumper was peeling off too. He looked a bit perturbed with the guy. Then the guy moved to the front of the RV or looked like he was going to drive away with it. Must have put it into neutral. Wyatt walked over to the gates at the back of the yard. He put his hands on them as he unlocked the gates and opened them so the guy could take the RV. The gates were like shiny veneer on wood. There was like an alley road behind the gates and then the land cut off like coulee hills or clay cliffs. You could see people and houses and swimming pools. Some people were around their pools
I heard a noise, turned to the noise and saw the RV going past hubby and then down the cliff. Hubby turned and asked the guy why did you do that. You might have killed somebody doing that. The guy turned around and said "Really? then I'm out of here." Hubby didn't even get the guys name.
I'm still watching in this dream and then this guy looking like Sherlock Holmes started taking fingerprints off the gates. I thought, hmm CSI guy like on tv. I laughed to myself.